some pictures of my PG 1 and 2

JUST DO IT!
jor's mum took shayenne out to gai-gai.was so bored at home and it was scorching hot outside.Suddenly felt like swimming.Within 5 minutes I packed up my stuff and went down to buy a swimming costume which I got a discount of 90 cents...was ages since i last swam.for a year maybe.
when u feel like doing something, just do it!

urgh..school's started.and i dont like it.finally found a time to blog after so many days.schedule was so hectic.hardly have anytime to rest expect sleeping time.

75% of my class comprises of malay,15% indian,10% chinese.and out of the 10% chinese,I'm the only young one there.OMG. how to survive.the whole class is practically aunties.

doing up the portfolio for PG1 and 2.so many upcoming activities to do.yearbook,curriculum training wat so ever.why did i ever chose this line in the first place?i wanna be a policewoman!boo hoo hoo

come home quick and save me from this!

as i was lying on my bed.i was thinking,am i really passionate abt my current job now?or am just passing time working in a childcare?do i really want to study the diploma they offer me.then i realise-i dont feel passionate and looking forward to my job everyday.I'm really just passing time there.and i want the dip for the sake of becas it's a DIPLOMA.then i realise how serious my problem is.lets say if I'm really taking up the offer,i've got to stay working as a childcare teacher for 3 and a half years (2 years ofstudy and 1 .5 years of study bond and above that i'll get paid for studying while working so the $$$ is not a bad sum though the pay is only 3 digit.)HOWEVER,its gonna be VERY VERY VERY tough cas dear's also pursuing his army career now and may not be home often.so u see???no husband??






talked to dear over the phone regarding our future and our career.i told him-"if we have no baby now,i'll defintely sign on police or other UG.but given my current O level status,i'll only be a corporal.so it's not worth to sign on now.might as be bonded with the childcare,at least got ppl to take care of shayenne and get a dip to start off with a better rank in police.but very very very xin ku larh,got to suffer for 3.5 years and i really feel very stressful working there.






dear told me that he'll support wateva decision i make.but it's still afterall better to stick with the childcare and get a diploma first.afterall shayenne is still young.by the time i finish my study bond with company.shayenne will be about 4 years old,by that time he's army career and income will also be stable and i can pursue my police career.even though it's gonna be tough on me for the next 4 years or so but what you reap is what you sow..we'll got to work hard and support each other through and be there for each other,for the sake of us and shayenne






???(wha...)and i think think think..ya..starting a family isn't that easy.there is no short cut way to it.o level will bring uto no where in times of recession like this.since im given a chance to study and work and with ppl taking care of shayenne at the same time,y not???endure for the next 4 years...yeah?afterall something is better than nothing!

do u believe tt miracles happen?

i do..i prayed for it and within the next 30secs my wish came true.i thought i was dreaming but it's no coincidence.thank you god.

just sent dear off to tekong again.same mood.went swensens for lunch.heex

went to changi hospital to visit jor's ah ma.shayenne wore her new cow suit.super cute.she has really grown alot.

I'm unwell again.went to see doc and take mc..everythings not good..

cooked cheng teng yst night.dear was suppose to come home on thurs but now became friday.dear was supppose to be home now.but he's confined till tmr..which is like wtf* super pissed.

few days ago,one girl from my class cant get to toilet in time and she pooed on her pants.the worses thing is that a piece of her poo dropped on my feet.got to wash her pants and butt butt..

gonna be so bored at home.

just send dear off to tekong..depressing..was stoning all the way back home.no mood

really enjoyed the time we spent tgt these few days.

mr botak took home a whole load of sandy,muddy,dirty,smelly uniforms from his field camp.which we spent the whole night washing by hands till 1 am.but it was fun.hehee

got dear's mum to help us take care of baby yst while we go par tor.haha.went to watch the coffin at amk hub.story line not very good but lots of "surprises" which makes u jolt out of the seat.it has been super duper long since we lastnwatched a movie.went pool-ing after that.the whole place was flooded with people.woots! totally like the times when we were dating. lols. quality time over quantity time. was really very sweet these few days. =)

arghs.work tmr.mentally drained u know....tired...

I AM TAKING CARE OF TERRORIST KIDS!!!

Argh!!im very very very stress up with my work.besides having to take care of playgroup (2-3 yrs old) 1 and 2.still got to prepare lesson plan for every week,portfolio,worksheet file,artwork file,send home folder,take pictures of and for every single kid.

how come kids nowadays are @#$#$#%^^^% ??? kids are being treated like "king" at home,giving us teachers a hard time.childcare work is really tough and long hours.one mus be really be very dedicated and passionate towards this job..must have very very good patience as well.and im trying very hard to.

I'm really very tired.after work still got to carry shayenne all the way home.do household chores.pack all the stuff...shag out totally.

just wanna dear to faster come home and help me out..tsk tsk tsk =(

oh gawd..i'm so drained...kids nowadays are totally haywire. working with kids gives u headache and high blood pressure! this cry that cry baby cry,kids go running around throwing toys and fighting with their friends.could be quite nerve breaking sometimes.

we are their part time daddy/mummy/ah gong/ah ma
we are their part time entertainer
we are their part time maid
we are their part time discipline master
we are their part time teacher

first day of infantcare.shayenne cry like hell.could even hear her from the classroom.kinda heartbreak ah..haha.so far so gd,not bad..

i am so tired.goodnight.

the happy family (tt's baby xander!)


this is baby shayenne



pastor chris solemnising




exchange of vows

daddies

some pictures of abi's wedding at the merlion park.more to uplaod..

dear dear is in field camp now..totally no contact =) appreciating the time alone..i'm starting work tmr!bringing shayenne to her new childcare also!can work and see her at the same time..gonna be a hectic schedule..got to to work,study and take care of shayenne at the same time...phew..god bless me